now here we are months later since my last entry....
now i dont know who is actually going to read this.... but hey her i go..
im 6 months and 1 week pregnant, happy like no other just with alot of stuff on my mind.
im expecting a girl, we've decided to name her karyme valentina.
Like mom...
she"ll be here by september 04, 2009. I found out today she"s a week bigger than scheduled..which anyone can tell you that its a blessing.
The other half who made our bundle of joy happen is eddie, yes the same eddie from back then. tall guy with glasses & the t-shirts & camera always in front of his face?.
yes me and him are having a baby girl.
By Far i couldnt have asked for a better person to have a child with.
So yes that probably why you havent seen me around too much, im no health freak but i rather just do my thing, no pregnant mom @ the strip club for me or at the club dancing on the bar....
sundress and an oreo shake? sign me up!
but now for the FLIPSIDE
now i dont know if im actually gonna post this. i hate having people know my private life. but i guess some people in my life deserve some way of knowing how im doing, now ive had a lot of people ask me why i havent made my pregnancy very known.
now I kno why.. but lots of people speculate, but whats new?!?
i know that lots of people in general, arent exactly my biggest fans... i know there people who just check my profile to criticize or to just have something to talk about...
i feel as though my pregnancy is something i rather keep private. so ive let very few people know... like at a reunion i went to a bit ago....
"OMG! why didnt you tell me?!?!"
umm maybe just maybe its because i havent seen you in about idk maybe a year or two?? and maybe because your nosey ass just doesnt realy give a fuck? now run home and tell everyone...
Now another response i got was from a "old friend"... who and im not making this up said "Wow your having a baby? you know there forever your responsibilty? Man, and out of all the people i know i thought you two were actually really talented.. i thought you would make it...."
WHAT? since when does having a baby make you deaf, blind and retarded?
so in a nutshell that why im not letting the whole world in on my pregnancy... if you come to my baby shower great if not... your werent that important to begin with.... you"ll just see me around back to my old self but with a beautiful daughter....
sorry for all this but sometimes you just need get some stuff off your chest....
have a good nite everyone..
Karla Va Va voom out everyone
