This week has been interesting.
this is going to be my place to tell anywho cares to know whats up with my life...
maybe you'll get to know me bettter....
this is gonna be karla at here realest cuz if not there then where....??
theres s possibility that no one will read this and im just fine with it>
so im gonna tell you somethings that have been on my mind>>
One...
So >>Dane Cook said sometimes you just need a good cry... this week has been like that...
I feel like i have alot on my plate...
none of this will make sense to you .. but someone will read it and it will to them
So im driving in my car>> and the "Put On" by Jeezy comes on ...
and when Kanye does his thing... he says...
" i lost the girl who know me best"
So im getting off the freeway, & and my eyes flood with tears, uncontrollable crying....
It was at that moment that i realized that this is the side that NO ONE ever sees.. for better or worse...
It has some kind of sincerity that made me lose it..
now i dont have a girl i lost, but i lost the one person that knew me better than almost anyone.
and till this day, knowing i cant call him at nite and cry to him or vent to him my problems is still a big deal for me.
And i know i can talk to people.. but i still wanna talk to him sometimes... now i didnt lose him as in break up.. no its more complicated than that he passed away..
sometimes you just need a third party thats not involved...Now i kno i dont have a horrible life... but sometimes you just need to let go of everything...
so now that i let you kno to much....
just thought ide be THAT real ... so No one knows this happend till now
